I slowly realized he had stopped pissing some time ago. I'd been hoping I’d get the chance to see one up close soon - like the pretty cock I was staring at now. However, lately, I would look at other men, glancing at their bulges, and imagining what their cocks looked like. I had never shared it with anyone, or followed thru on my dirty, perverted thoughts. It is all just fantasies mind you, only innocent “cock sucking, sissy-faggot, cum-slut fantasies”. It is a dirty little secret of mine, one that makes me feel sexy, desirable and horny. I seemed to crave the taste of my own cum now, I don’t know why. It never failed to get me off.Īfter cumming, I would lick the warm goo off of my hand, savoring it, just like I was ordered in the hypnotic-videos. In my jack off sessions, I’d play the cock-hungry sissy-slut, craving another man’s sperm, and worshiping cocks of all shapes and sizes. I was told that “Submitting to cocks makes you happy”, and “You must please men”, “You must suck any man’s hard cock”. I loved being told that I must “Submit to men, all men”, and to “Let them use your fuck-holes”. My favorite’s ones and the ones that made me cum the hardest were when the voices told me that I was nothing more than a “Sissy cock-sucker”, and that I was simply a “cum-dumpster for sperm”. I then searched out and watched all the sissy training videos I could find. Watching the faggots slurp up the huge, spurting cum-loads sent me over the edge! I had one of the biggest cums ever! I was hooked! I watched it over, and over again!
Watching submissive fag-boys, with their naked asses in the air, begging to be fucked with hard cocks filled my mind. All the while images of hard cocks being sucked by submissive, cock-sucking, sissy-sluts flashed on the screen. I got so turned on by on it! Just hearing the hypnotic voices tell me over and over “You love cock”, “You crave cock”, “You love the taste of cum”, “Worship cock”, “You must have cock”, and, “Suck strange men to get cum”. I guess it started about six months ago, when I first watched a gay ‘Sissy Hypnosis’ video. I don’t know what has gotten in to me lately… I had even begun fucking my ass with them while watching gay and shemale porn, imagining that it was me getting fucked! I bought frilly underwear too! I even wore my favorite pair of pink panties to work one day. I even bought a small collection of cock-shaped dildos of various sizes, that I would sometimes suck, pretending that it was a real cock. But this theme has been occurring more and more often in my daily jack-off sessions. Gay sex is not the only masturbation fantasy I have, of course. Now, I’ve always been straight and I’ve never been with another man, however lately, I’ve been fantasizing about sucking a nice, hard cock, tasting a stranger’s cum, and even taking a stiff one up my ass! It was a good six inches long, thick, and only half-hard. I glanced at him, irritated, as he arched his back and let loose a strong, yellow stream. He unzipped, stood a foot back and pissed. We briefly lock eyes as he walked to the toilet next to me.
‘Oh well’, I thought, ‘there is room enough for two. It was obvious I was peeing, and it was a one-man bathroom, yet he came in anyway. The bathroom only had a toilet, urinal, a small counter, sink and mirror. There I was, minding my own business, when another guy walked in. I had just stopped my car in a small town off of the highway to take a leak and then get something to eat. I was standing at the urinal in a small, public restroom. Don't be a dick with other people's lives! Note - It is OK to have fantasies, but turning a fantasy into reality can destroy lives. Cock-Sucking-Sissy-Faggot-Cum-Slut (MM, MC)Ī man's decent into sissy-hypno cock sucking depravity.